I ran the 5th annual Go for the Gold 10K in Austin, TX on
Saturday, March 11. I was in the Lone Star State on a business
trip, and I decided to mix a little pleasure with work. Little
did I know the pleasure would soon turn to pain.
The night before the race, I slept fitfully, waking every two
hours until my alarm buzzed at 5:45 AM. I dragged myself out of
bed and poured a cup of coffee. The caffeine jolted me awake,
but there was only the thinnest veneer of wakefulness over a
thick layer of exhaustion. After a week of little sleep and a
day spent flying halfway across the country, I was not in great
shape to run. I felt as if a truck had run over me.But, damn it, I was going to run this race. It would be a good
training run for the National Marathon, I reasoned, which I was
set to run two weeks later. It's just an issue of mind over
matter. Right? Because I am strong! I am an Amazon! (Well, in
the figurative sense, in the 5' 2" sense.) Because I am not a
quitter! (Just a sleep-deprived run-ner.)
At the race start at Plaza Saltillo, a light rail station in
Austin's east end, it was already 82 degrees at 7:00 am. And
humid. I felt like I was slowly suffocating in a sauna. Sweat
trickled down my neck, and dark clouds threatening rain cast a
pall over the morning. My husband, Eric, who was also going to
run, did not too look perky, either.
But none of the other runners, who were all from Austin or
thereabouts, seemed to mind the sultry weather. About 430
runners ran the 10K, and up to 400 kids finished the 5K. Race
proceeds benefited the Southwest Key East Aus-tin Community
Development Project, a private, nonprofit agency that provides
outreach services to high-risk youths and their families.
The race has become so popular that participation in both the 5K
and 10K has doubled in the past two years, says Jill Nilson, Go
for the Gold's race director. "We're the largest race on the
east side of Austin, which is an overlooked part of the city,"
she said. "And that has made us stand out."
With 15 minutes until the starting gun, I jogged a three-block
loop twice, stopping to stretch. The course wound south of
downtown, in the city's lower-middle class Hispanic
neighborhoods. With 10 minutes to go, the kids, dressed in
shorts and orange t-shirts for the 5K, cheered wildly.
They were participants in "Born to Run," a Southwest Key-
sponsored school fitness program that encourages them to
exercise. The third through fifth-graders were mostly Latino,
who tend to have a higher obesity rate than other Americans.
Each of the students from five schools received a free pair of
Fila running shoes and entry to the Go for the Gold 5K. They
prepared for the race by running two or three times a week.
"This is a population that's overlooked, and this [program] is a
boost to their self-esteem," Nilson says. "Their families are
also getting involved, and they run with the kids."
I saw many parents there, smiling proudly at their daughters and
sons. With five minutes to go, Eric and I lined up at the back
of the pack. A horn blasted. We took off and I crossed the mats
after 42 seconds.
I was caught in a big pack of folks who seemed to be jogging and
chatting. I skirted the perimeter and sped past them, up a first
small hill. No problem. Spectators were scarce. I saw one man in
his front yard, but he was busy watering the lawn, and didn't
look at us.
Two more hills materialized in the first two miles. They were
big, the kind you had to lean into and pump your arms, lest you
fall backwards. I overheard one woman say, "Oh my God, I'm
exhausted."
I was feeling pretty good, but I knew I was going too fast. I
averaged about 7:47 per mile those first three miles--speedy for
me, especially in the heat. I flew down the hills, and almost
fell once.
Here's where it becomes a cautionary tale, folks. I wasn't
following my race strategy of even pacing at 7:55 per mile. I
tried to slow down a bit so I could finish strong, but I had the
ominous feeling it was too late. At Mile 4, I was still passing
people, but tiring quickly. The heat was also making me wilt.
Though I stopped once to grab a cup of water at one of the aid
stations, I poured it over my head instead of drinking it. Dumb
move.
I was also starting to run past many orange-shirted 5K kids,
many of whom were walking. Walking! I wanted to goose them to
get them moving faster. But my legs and arms felt leaden, my
breathing was labored, and my mouth was parched. I was also
light-headed.
When I reached the Mile 5 sign, I realized that I had slowed too
much, to an 8:12 per mile average pace. One long-legged, iPod-
wearing man I'd passed earlier cruised by me, and he looked back
twice to see if I was gaining on him. I dearly wanted to pass
his Lycra-clad butt. But I was exhausted. Going out too fast
cost me.
Summoning my reserves, I picked up the pace. As I rounded the
second to last corner, a kind soul looked at me and said, "Way
to go! The finish line is 60 yards ahead!" I tried to quicken my
lactic acid-shortened stride.
Pumping my arms, I crossed the finishing mats at 50:33, with an
overall average pace of 8:08 per mile. Definitely not a PR. I
heard the announcer call my name, but I was so tired, I couldn't
even raise my head in acknowledgement. Eric, who I lost track of
after the first half-mile, came in soon after me, with an
average pace of 8:23 per mile.
We milled around the race area afterwards. I licked my wounds by
listening to a mariachi band serenade us and other sweat-soaked
runners, and nibbled on Austin-style post-race food: breakfast
soft tacos.
Next year's Go for the Gold 10K will be on March 10. I know
where I'm going to be. I just have to get some shut-eye before
then.